time flies...2010 gonna end soon !
lets flashback what ive been doin this whole year 2010.
well d more i think abt it, d more i feel like m living like a piece of da bian. becoz i did so much of mistakes n i never think of d consequences.
1. i took thgs for granted. i never appreciate ma job. i took mc like no one even m still fit to fly. this might leads to termination. i always think when to quit ma job n start back ma studies life. m sick of flying. like really really sick.
2. i never really do savings.whenever i have any,i spend it all. terrible ! in fact i spend ma money on unnecessary thgs n useless ppl. thts d dumbest thg i ever did. m 20 already, how can i fix this?
3. i dint have big amount of money to cheer ma parents up. hell yea if i do, i spend it all. whenever i received ma salary,i spend like thrs no 2mr. i only afford to buy cheapkass stuff for thm. but not big car or big house. becoz i couldnt. i dont earn big money. i dont graduate frm a doctor or lawyer. like what they wanted mi to be. i never listen to their advices at 1st,i gave up ma studies. n nw what m i? waitress in d air?
4. i lost someone who really love mi in ma life. 2 years relationship gone just like tht. i dint appreciate whateva he did to mi. i always think tht y should i stay with him since m still so young. i deserve better one.
for d past six months,i just dont feel like m in lov with him anymore.n i just dont wan to be with him anymore. i always say n do somethg to hurt him. not only mentally but physically also. i found out m not good at relationships. sorry i tot love is as easy as four letter words.
thrs no one to blame but maself. thrs nth much i can do but to accept it.sigh!
5. i admitted to d hospital becoz of dengue. its not a big deal for ya. but for mi. hell its really nightmare !seriously scared d shits out of mi. if god dont love mi,i think i might not b able to blog here right now.
5. this one is really confidential n privileged. but whateva. lets karma deal with mi.
hey i really wan to kick bad habits n start a new life. thts ma new year resolution ! i need colors filling in d life palette. not like nw hitam n putih only.
crossheart? <3
last but not least..
ppl out thr . happy new year !!
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- felicia
- i ve messed up alot in my life, trust mi theres tons of things i wish i didnt do
1 comments on "2011"
Hi Felicia, hope this year everything will be much more better for ya. The past is past, looking forward and try ur best to do it right. Spend more times with parents, they are precious and i believe the time u spend with them is more important than what u will buy for them, seriously nothing will be more valuable than the times u spend with them. Thats the biggest mistake i had did for my past 10 yrs due to working at Singapore and seldom accompany ma parents. Now ma daddy was not with me anymore, when I was alone I will cry at the corner, because I was so regret that I didnt spend much times with him when he stll here. I miss my dad. Wish you all the best for yr 2011 and hope u can get a good man who can take care of you and love u.
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