2011

time flies...2010 gonna end soon !

lets flashback what ive been doin this whole year 2010.
well d more i think abt it, d more i feel like m living like a piece of da bian. becoz i did so much of mistakes n i never think of d consequences.

1. i took thgs for granted. i never appreciate ma job. i took mc like no one even m still fit to fly. this might leads to termination. i always think when to quit ma job n start back ma studies life. m sick of flying. like really really sick.

2. i never really do savings.whenever i have any,i spend it all. terrible ! in fact i spend ma money on unnecessary thgs n useless ppl. thts d dumbest thg i ever did. m 20 already, how can i fix this?

3. i dint have big amount of money to cheer ma parents up. hell yea if i do, i spend it all. whenever i received ma salary,i spend like thrs no 2mr. i only afford to buy cheapkass stuff for thm. but not big car or big house. becoz i couldnt. i dont earn big money. i dont graduate frm a doctor or lawyer. like what they wanted mi to be. i never listen to their advices at 1st,i gave up ma studies. n nw what m i? waitress in d air?

4. i lost someone who really love mi in ma life. 2 years relationship gone just like tht. i dint appreciate whateva he did to mi. i always think tht y should i stay with him since m still so young. i deserve better one.
for d past six months,i just dont feel like m in lov with him anymore.n i just dont wan to be with him anymore. i always say n do somethg to hurt him. not only mentally but physically also. i found out m not good at relationships. sorry i tot love is as easy as four letter words.
thrs no one to blame but maself. thrs nth much i can do but to accept it.sigh!

5. i admitted to d hospital becoz of dengue. its not a big deal for ya. but for mi. hell its really nightmare !seriously scared d shits out of mi. if god dont love mi,i think i might not b able to blog here right now.

5. this one is really confidential n privileged. but whateva. lets karma deal with mi.


hey i really wan to kick bad habits n start a new life. thts ma new year resolution ! i need colors filling in d life palette. not like nw hitam n putih only.
crossheart? <3

last but not least..

ppl out thr . happy new year !!

maldives

i was so lucky to operate 1st airasia flight to maldives. its a chartered flight somemore ! flight no AK 1. Ccool huh? thanks to sutha d gorgeous leading who pulled mi to this awesome flight.
fyi,maldives is an island nation in d indian ocean. no doubt its one of d most beautiful island in d world. we suppose to overnite thr but due to lack of aircraft at lcct,we gotta fly back on d same date. abit what a waste kan!
anyways, our set of crews were so lucky to serve naza boss and d group. they are really really super duper rich. like u cant imagine.
this wedding trip costs thm around 0ne million deng! oh yea, congratz to thm. btw,is Marion,d TV personality and Naza world second son geting married .and d wedding will b held at maldives!!
abit all of us were so gan cheong for nth. keep snaping snaping photos. becoz its only 70+ passengers on board. d food is all free. d drinks free flow.plus we got dirty bits and put ur hands up keep playing on board. woah!


nahh. ma p3 and i keep taking photos like thrs no one on board. yes indeed only 6 of us on d way back frm maldives to kl. weeeeeeee!;p



p3 afiqah n i




4 lucky crews with d captain of d day. nice landing captain!!




maldives views frm d plane. so niceeeee!













windy windy maldives










;D









sweet p3;)



unfortunately after this photos photos session. i ter-slept on d passenger seat until landing.. too tired doh!

prayin hard tht i can get such flight again in d future ! very sho - fuuuuu
fingercrossed!

what's next?

worstflightever.canttakeitanymore.whythgshappenonmi?itssadthatbeingblamefornothing.ijustwishtoscreamoutloudfortheangerifeltrightnowandireallycantwaittoleavethiscompany.thoseseniorsmemanggilakuasa,theyjustliketoscoldyoufornothing.yes!evenyourdoingnothing.stilltheycanpointthegunonyourheadwithoutanyreasons.

stress.rashofstresscomenearertome.whatselsethatineedadealwith?mdyingsoon.imeanit.itrulymeanit.

so blinded

i want to distance maself when ppl come emotionally close to me. becoz they r actually d biggest piece of shit ! typical.

crazieeee

seriously where to get push up panties!?
i just realize ma butt jatuh after one of d crew told mi.
'felicia,ur butt is too big n its jatuh kao kao.'
deng if she said ma front part jatuh,i might feel better becoz its big. but d back part? dahlah besar not nice at all, nw lead to jatuh pulak ! FML !


anyways,
i did some research on it. n i found out......
hao xiao to d max. not only hao xiao but errrrmm. kind of like errmm.. speechless.
i swear i swear if i get it,i dont think m gonna wear this loh !
dont believe? u seeeee..






macam apa? lols
btw,its called double o push up bum bra

hmph!

early early morning, EMO ! wondering y so many siu yan around????

be strong

ma heart cut into pieces when i see you crying. rmb theres no one tht cant live without someone in this world. believe mi.
in another's you may be beautiful and cherishable. there is always another half out there, so dont giv up hope.




regards,
<3

www. tired.com

e ve ry time i came back frm any flight. i felt exhausted to d max. not becoz m tired of dealing with d crews of d day. but with those so called well-educated passengers. sometimes i find maself difficulty in communicating with thm. i just dont understand why they keep thinking they r so liao bu qi. what for being so calculative since ur just traveling with a non-full service airline?

some kononya well educated passengers who like to give troubles to d crews. why cant they use their common senses? on ma very simple instructions. people just speak b4 they think.
when i came across such passengers, i always chill maself by keep pyscho-ing ma brain .
' chill felicia chill !' sometimes i even buat muka tak nak layan n muka whateva. its not tht m not behaving like a professional. its just tht we are really tired in answering all those stupid questions. they even like to talk anythg just to keep d conversation keep goin. goin n goin. until landing pun still tak habis habis.

fatigue fatigue fatigue !


PPL,
read this article b4 u travel on any flight.

http://www.ehow.com/how_2111151_behave-airplane.html

im so dead tired. life is too short dealing with those ppl. SIGH
bed calls, good night !

bad dream

dreams mean somethg right? cause ive been dreamin abt this song lately. keep playin playin playin in ma head. keep nw u see it nw u dont.





habis !

all those old memories came flooding back!!!!!

F-bay

lelong lelong rm 0.89



lelong lelong rm 0.34



sometimes after ive done cleanin ma closet right,i found out theres alot of baju tht doesnt belong to mi ! so i decided to lelong thm.

these two look familiar?
mind you mind you. HUGO BOSSSSSSS woiii. GUESS pun ada! semua free size.
pls call mi or drop mi a msg if u wan to bring thm home !

spending is ma lifelong mission

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2 months bonus frm ma company end of this year ! what should i do with d money? $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ blinks blinks blinks*
dey i really wanna buy somethg to pamper maself after working like a kuli for so long.
but
seriously i got no idea abt all d gadget gadget thingie.
this one? that one? or this one leh? pls i dontwan end up buying some unnecessary stuff!



a camera??? so m thinking of buying this. is it a good deal?
benefits: just to take good pictures n putting thm on facebook ,anywhr anytime n anyone.

or....



blackberry?
benifits: i can do emails. but d thing is i dont email.how lah.
but i can use bb to search info anytime. bbm with ppl who owns blackberry. showing off ma bb with a super large screen. i can type letters, numbers and alphabets fast. like super duper fast.etc etc etc..

or....



this one needless to say lor... too much of advantages sudah!lazy to list out one by one.
u wont die becoz of boredom if u own an iphoneee.plus everyone is like using it. hmmmmmmm.


which one???????????

jingle bell jingle bell

xmasxmasxmasxmasxmasxmasxmasxamsxmasxmasxmasxmasxmasxmasxmas

i dont celebrate xmas for d past 19 years.but this year all i want for d xmas gift is 10 pieces of tback !!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha. *evil laughhhhhhhhh !!

non stop surprise

today was ma suey-est day i ever had. when d moment i came back frm facial, i found out ma precious assets missing in action. its like 10++ pieces tiam.
i felt so so so sam tong ! they r ma precious babies. when they are here,i nv appreciate thm. nw they r gone. forver n never come back. wonder which bloody sei ham sap lou kidnap thm. hey i pei si u loh. u bloody brainless freak . ada otak pun semua isi ramput u babi. u got nth better to do huh? go n slap urself 20 times la haiyo.
kek sei yan !!!
nw what. gonna top up again. spending lagi lah. dah lah gaji kena potong like half. now ive turned crazieeeee.

well here comes another mengebom surprise b4 i stepped into ma room. ma new pack of marlboro menthol with sealed somemore missing in action. i rmbered b4 i chao this morning,i left it at d stairs 2gether with nicole's lighter. just when m doubting, she called mi. DENG! she throwed it away as she tot tht was an empty cig box. habis !
damn i feel like jumping off d cliff righ now.

mr. krabs owns the krusty krab

dont get shocked if u see nicole, vynes and i. three women eating crabs. we can eat like damn alot.n semua patterns keluar ! i tell u d crab is a bomb. i wonder what they had under d sea. u knw how sedap is it? is more than words can describe. makes us even eager to dig in at there again n again. fyi,its located somewhere at old klang road.if u wanna try it out,pls do giv mi a call. m so willing to bring ya go !confirm ya like' zap dou bou' like tht ! pls pls its a must to try.


OH MA! i love d sauce. d marmite sauce. it just make d flesh taste even more sedap.

prove:: nicole,shes licking all those crab shells at d end. pictures? abit d fella deleted already loh !


habis kau.mr n mrs crab. m so sorry !





three of us fall sick after few times of d crab dinner. HAHAHA.

machaohai?

i flew with one damn bloody funny thailand stewardess ytd to indonesia. she had a very very pretty face features like mat salleh. anyways....
both of us were given position as aft galley crews. so we got d chance to talk talk talk. d way she pronounced all those malaysian language damn hao xiao ! guess what she said all d ways to those pax who never fasten their seatbelt. 'cik,pasangkan tali pinggang anda.' i overheard it. i was like huh. tali pinggang ke tali keledar? somemore her face damn confident lol. hahaha. i told her tali pinggang is belt tht support ur trousers.it supposed to be called tali ke-le-dar.

hmph. never judge a book by its cover ! she can even speak vulgar words. not d thai one. d typical malaysian one.
guess ytd thr must be some brainless pax pissed her off. out of nowhere she came to mi and suddely pop up ' mai chiao hai' . again i stoned. i said come again. 'mai chiao hai' she said.
can u imagine those words came out frm thai ppl. dey damn cao tut plus out of tune one.
somemore she keep saying just nw tht pax very ' shooo hai ' face loh.
i wonder who teach her all these ? !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i like her loh hantu! aiya she really cheered mi up alot HAHAHAHAHAHA




she damn pretty can?

just some craps

kept on yawning ni.i feel this week is seriously hard to pass. coz i just so looking forward for ma day off. 4 more days flying ! waiting waiting waiting...
how come so bored !..